another drag
another day
another breath
that seals my fate
time runs
it never sleeps
it’s never stayed
it just leaves
another sting
another blow
another pain
that keeps me hollow
life goes on
and keeps on going
as I sit
breathing, thinking, breathing…
14 March 2008
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if you don't mind me asking...
was time the only reason why you broke up with him? like, you guys were not seeing each other also?
was he also extremely busy and had no time for your relationship?
Hi! I'm sorry it took me a while to reply. How are things going with you?
Actually, it wasn't like that at all. We get to spend most of our time together. But then, he had some uncertainties and ordeals that couldn't quite add up with what we already had. Or maybe it was the other way around, that what we had could not quite add up to the ordeals he was qoing through. His life has certain complications that we both knew were too complicated for me to handle.
We're taking a nice clean break right now. But it doesn't mean we're no longer together. We've settled ourselves, at least for the moment, as the best of friends, the way we've started out. We both know that we need this, for our own sake. We're not closing our doors and our hearts to the idea that we may still end up together. And hopefully by that time, we'll both be ready.
hey there!
oh, i see. well, atleast, you guys are taking this break into something meaningful.
my ex said, we should cool off but we have to move on. so LABO right?
but, whatever. he's the worst person to be with. he lied and cheated. i can't believe he could do such thing to me. if he wanted a not-so-serious relationship, he could have said that a long time ago and wouldn't have been in this stupid relationship.
he even said, nothing's happening between us. i thought to myself, how can something happen between us, if he's not doing anything at all. it was just a bunch of crap. i was trying to work things out for us, compromise and understand him and shit, but, he gave up on me. he's stupid. i'm mad at him right now for breaking up with me this way. for making me wait and trusting him.
it's like, 'KAPAL" talaga ng mukha niya.
hay, im mad at him right now. he's so busted.
i saw a picture of him and a friend on his account, they went to this club. like, i thought you we're busy? and yet, you had the time to go out, and you can't go out with me. and there was a comment from a friend of his, asking for the rest of the pictures. take note, it was from a girl. SO, most probably, he's been doing some sH*t behind my back. i can't believe i trusted him over my friends. i can't believe that i wasted my time on him.
pardon me for my anger. well, if you were in my place, you could be feeling the same way.
it's just over. screw the cool off thing, right?
oh well, its summer, and this is going to be my last summer, for i'll be submitting myself to a lot of work by next year.
hope i'll have a blast. =)
glad to hear from you again! =)
what anger? if that's how bad he treated you, what you just wrote wouldn't even give pride to the word anger itself, hehehe...
cool off? not my cup of tea. there are some gray areas that we all could appreciate and even be greatful for, but then black and white did not exist for nothing. when it comes to complex matters as that of the heart, it's best to keep the words and settlements simple. it's either black or white -- yes or no. at least, that's how i'd prefer my coffee: BLACK. never did care that much for tea anyway. =p
summer's here. it's good to know you've still got your head where it's supposed to be, it's a big necessity when picking the pieces of your heart again. trust me on that. anyhow, just in case things get rough (which i'm sure of, every once in while - it can't be helped sweetie), you know where to lash out. remember, you haven't given pride to that anger yet. not to be mean or rash about it though, it's just that, after a break-up, anger just is the first street we have to hit before we accept, heal and finally move on.
take it easy and stay pretty!
cheers to a great summer ahead!
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