Turning Point

3 a.m. 31st of March, year 2008. Monday.

It is just now that I have finally come face to face with reality and accepted that I have lost my lover in you. What we had was special and I will always treasure it and keep it safely tucked in my heart as one of my best and fondest memories, no matter how bittersweet it may have ended.

Today, I am accepting an end. But beyond this lies a hope deeply rooted in my own realm, that another beautiful beginning for a love lost awaits. Should the heavens permit it, and if the future should hold a home for us both, be certain my Dearest, that I shall gladly succumb and surrender my heart, my soul, my life to you once more, as I always have.

Live your life in my eyes and keep your love in my heart. I am your keeper. Trust that I will always look out for you. I have your best interest in mind. I am your diary. I am holding your heart in mine. And each moment that time shall allow me, I will hold you close and just be with you for as long as you want me to. You have me, my Dearest, forever and always. I shall be your guardian.