The (Un) Expected..?!

"Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for her/him but the memories will always be there whether it's good or bad. Because everytime you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colors into your life even if it's just for a while."

Ouch. That kinda hurt... I didn't expect for something like it to sting.

It's almost lunch time. I've been browsing through the net when I thought of checking into Your profile. And then I saw this comment. I don't know, but for some reason, i felt a sting. A really deep one. My mind just went blank and I suddenly didn't feel like doing or thinking or feeling anything else.

What is this?! This isn't me. It's never been my style to care about old flames of the people I'm with. I never cared that much. I've never been as disconcerted about mundane and petty, unthreatening things like this. Come to think about it, I've never been disconcerted over those things, but then again, I've started considering this certain matter as complicated and significant threatening concern.

God I feel so foolish! Good thing for her, she seems to have let go of him. Seemingly. It's just too unfortunate for me though that I just can't... darnnit... not even seemingly the least.

I just hate how much I have come to love you.