It's always about someone...

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...That someone who makes what used to be excuses, worthy to be reasons enough...

...When you got used to writing out of angst and pain about bittersweet memories; but then there comes this someone who puts a smile in every new thought you lay down on paper...

...as you look back at somebody from your past who used to have you at your best and yet still chose to leave, right after the moment you look forward to having someone new who cares for you even at your worst...

...and forward, still, you go and keep moving on...

That someone does not have to be somebody else.

Because that someone could might as well be your very self.

Then again, it wouldn't hurt if there'd be someone new.

And so you think to yourself,

and hope against hope for dear life's sake,

that this time around,

if just this once...

it really would not hurt anymore...