fixing year

i'm turning silver this month.
it ought to be a happy new year for me. it ought to be.
my new year didn't start right.
now my other new year isn't going wel eitherl.
(what with everything taht;s happened:
heartbreak... LIFE.)

in my attempt to at least get through and get by,
i'm re-writing my resolutions picked and gathered from years back.
(yes, i've actually kept most of my lists.
too bad i wasn't able to keep much of them.)
note that they are listed randomly and not according to any preference of order.

so here's to a silver year.
here's to life. (or the lack thereof.)
here's to ME.
here's to resolutions.
here's to my fixing year.


1. "First things first." Focus and prioritize!
2. Eliminate procrastination.
3. Be strictly disciplined.
(yes, it seems redundant. just goes to show the urgent need of it)
4. Be more efficient and resourceful.
(hail to independence!)
5. Do away with all the unnecessary clutters.
6. Be neat and organized.
7. Count simplicity.
8. Observe self-awareness. Listen.
9. Value time and silence.
10. Regain a stronger faith.
11. Save.
12. Do not settle for anything less than the set standard/s.
13. Be considerated of everything and everybody else. Understand.
14. Be cautious and patient.
15. Accept weaknesses and differences.
16. Keep away bad memories. Forgive. Forget.
17. Maintain grace and self respect.
18. Learn.
19. Be.