To: My Dearest Buddy

There you have it. Your time. Your space.
Is that how great your need is for those two?
Such a great need that you just had to invade mine too?!
Just how selfish could you be?!

3:30 AM.
I have just fallen (finally!) asleep when I was suddenly awakened by the doorbell.
Surprise, surprise. It’s you.
You just barged in. Lit a cigarette.
Then just fired away with your own inquisition without even considering my own state of mind.
What the f*ck?!

Don’t expect me to provide you a mellow reaction to that, dear buddy.
It’s not funny.
It’s not, ok?!
It’s infuriating!
I’ve never been angry, this angry!!!
Especially towards someone I really love.
Boy you really did exceed my expectations.
Damn you’re good!
A really good jack ass!

And the things you said! It’s one thing when you lashed out on me in the wee hours of the morning and while I was still (and literally) half asleep. Now it’s a whole other story that you took your time to drive by just so you could lambast me. That’s really nice and sweet of you. Tell me, is that how you usually treat the girl you say you love, that same girl you swear will always have and keep in the most special place in your heart, that very same girl you call and “treat” as your best buddy?! My apologies, my Dearest, but I think I’ll pass. No, scratch that, I don’t have to think about it. I'll pass!

And while you have the guts to drive by, you even brought your balls with you to shut me up while you’re in my pad, in my room, in my bed -- for the simple reason that you finally felt sleepy after a good hour of throwing your shitty tantrum!

There you go.
Take all the time you need, but leave mine to me.
Take all the space you want, but don’t you dare invade mine.
Take everything with you. Make sure you don’t ever forget to grab hold of your common sense. Bring along some sensitivity and humility too.
And while you’re at it, please grow up!

Don't worry. I understand perfectly.
Shit happens every once in a while, right?
Even I have my own fair share...
in YOU.


Good morning. Slept well?